I can't fiking change my username

Anyways I'll soon post stuff

*cries and dies *

Anyways stuck tricky funny(yes i drew this)

Idk, feeling like i gonna do it, yknow the "big no no"?

grrr idk

I'm sad

I'm upset

This is happening so often

Why?

What's going on my head?

This is the first time that i actually feel like not talking to my friends, like nothing, not even a :) or smth like that

What is happening to me?

Is something wrong with me?

This is becoming some scary shit-

What should i do?

Leave?

Stay?

What am i doing?

My friends don't seem like they wanna take care of such an annoying person like me

Honestly again i see why

And i would respect their decisions if they would decide to leave me

Sure, it would really hurt me but

It's for the best

I did alot of damage to my friends and maybe leaving is a good choice

But when i tell them that

They look upset

I can't understand why sometimes they seem so attached to me

I thought i did damage

But not this

I don't know,this is very very confusing

Even the person who's the most closest person to me seems like they wanna leave me.

Honestly i can see why,I'm pretty much annoying sometimes and i wish i could fix this thing about myself.

I wish i could fix many things about myself but yknow, it doesn't work like that.

I tried and tried but i am most likely to fail.

Why am i like this?

Why can't i fix myself?

I wish i had the answers but

Apparently is a mystery

Hhh

Why when i manage to get someone close to me it will always end up with them giving up on me

It suck ass like damn-

Please i don't wanna cry again over something stupid hhh-

I swear to fucking God if my teacher won't leave me alone i gonna go ape shit

Literally like leave me the fuck alone

What the fuck

Did she fucking send me hw again

Yes

And it's night

And it's weekend

And I already did a shit ton of stuff because of the exams shit

And this bitch fucking comes to give me extra hw just because im a special ed-

Wtf hhh-

Gonna use this news thingy as a personal diary because fuck you