What should i do?

Leave?

Stay?

What am i doing?

My friends don't seem like they wanna take care of such an annoying person like me

Honestly again i see why

And i would respect their decisions if they would decide to leave me

Sure, it would really hurt me but

It's for the best

I did alot of damage to my friends and maybe leaving is a good choice

But when i tell them that

They look upset

I can't understand why sometimes they seem so attached to me

I thought i did damage

But not this

I don't know,this is very very confusing